I get my words from the ghost inside my head...

Do you ever use alone? Yes

Have you ever substituted one drug for another, thinking that one particular drug was the problem? Yes

Have you ever manipulated or lied to a doctor to obtain prescription drugs? Yes

Have you ever stolen drugs or stolen to obtain drugs? Yes

Do you regularly use a drug when you wake up or when you go to bed? Yes

Have you ever taken one drug to overcome the effects of another? No

Do you avoid people or places that do not approve of you using drugs? Yes

Have you ever used a drug without knowing what it was or what it would do to you? Yes

Has your job or school performance ever suffered from the effects of your drug use? Yes

Have you ever been arrested as a result of using drugs? No

Have you ever lied about what or how much you use? Yes

Do you put the purchase of drugs ahead of your financial responsibilities? N/A

Have you ever tried to stop or control your using? Yes

Have you ever been in a jail, hospital, or drug rehabilitation center because of your using? No

Does using interfere with your sleeping or eating? Yes

Does the thought of running out of drugs terrify you? YES

Do you feel it is impossible for you to live without drugs? Yes

Do you ever question your own sanity? Yes

Is your drug use making life at home unhappy? Yes

Have you ever thought you couldn’t fit in or have a good time without drugs? Yes

Have you ever felt defensive, guilty, or ashamed about your using? Yes

Do you think a lot about drugs? Yes

Have you had irrational or indefinable fears? Yes

Has using affected your sexual relationships? Yes

Have you ever taken drugs you didn’t prefer? Yes

Have you ever used drugs because of emotional pain or stress? Yes

Have you ever overdosed on any drugs? No

Do you continue to use despite negative consequences? Yes

Do you think you might have a drug problem? Yes

Sunday, November 8, 2009